after weeks months, and nearly a year away from here i have noticed how big i have gotten here.

not.. well using this site as exposure
is pretty much a dead end..

it sucks when you need to sell your work
and people gawk and finger your work

but never buy, i see it as if some guy
walked up to a whore and fingerd her

to see how tight she was, then passes.
and is not honest, and he says somthing stupid

like, well she did not feel right.
or i felt a goblin in there!

it is fucking stupid, maybe i suck and i am
not good enough, to be here.

fankly i could give two shits,
this site has showed me you cant rely

on the internet for shit, whne it comes
to getting out there..

and frankly i dont trust this site anymore
not one bit, also i am quiting painting

it has been a long time coming for me to
retire, from painting. there is nothing to paint

nothing to make nothing inside, just like my
soul, empty..

so i will load my last painting and
leave this place,

i doubt anyone will even notice this message..

bah!..

- A Bitter Christopher Ross